Hmm... where to start.
This journal is here to just vent my feelings... okay?


My parents, they are almost serious about getting a horse. Really, they plan on going to the town hall and see if we qualify to have a horse on our property.
It's exciting... but I'm afraid.
Terrified almost.

I keep saying the stuff we need to do, like find a vet, get a place going, buying supplies, papers, and just everything. It's hard work. And I'm not sure we can do it... well we could if we found the right people to help. I'm almost freaking out on them about it.

Which brings up another point, I need to learn to ride a bit more. They say no, but I keep insisting on it. I think it would be useful for me since I'll be the one working with the horse most of the time.

But for now, nothing is certain, so I can worry later. But at the same time I want this to happen, all I've wanted to do was ride and I might get the chance to do it everyday... I have so many mixed feeling about this right now.

Thank you all for letting me vent. <3
And I'm sorry for my lack of art.. I lost my muse and then I got a new computer. I lost the CD for my tablet.... well I miss placed it. So now I can't really make art right now. Sorry. :/